Over the last six months I less and less think that things are coincidences and just this morning when I was driving out my garage I thought to myself that I really just have to do what I came here to do and not think about what my peers are doing…it was a much needed reminder to myself after just coming off facebook where I had accepted a friend request from an old uni (college) classmate and for a brief while compared myself…then I realised that however my life is currently is cause I was meant to be this way to exactly fulfill the role I came here to carry out…I was just the expression… my body and as I watched my face in the mirror (before when I was getting dressed)…I more focussed on the face…but my face I thought is just like the fruit on a tree and I thought of the universe as this big flowing growing schrub at the end of each limb a face would bud…and to me the face is what looks in at the world and it is the divine’s connection to the material world…so I saw it as just …me part of a bigger universal spirit looking in with my face on the earth today…then I saw it too that I was fluid so I’d easily dissolved back into the tree got mixed up with it and bud again one day as another face…another expression at the end of a bud…so right now I was just on my brief expression as this face…made exactly right now along with the rest of my body to carry out just exactly what I was meant to…!

So I kept thinking bout that and that visualization in my head and to be honest I thought about you and your scribblings…and wished I was a good enough artist to draw exactly what I was seeing…and then…I put on the radio and the segment that is on…I’ve heard before…but it is a part from Deepak Chopra’s audio series where he is talking about the seven laws I think and he is on the law of Dharam (ma) and again he is talking about how we are just a soul having momentary human experiences…and about how he always told his kids to do whatever they wanted and he’d take care of them if they didnt make money…not everyone gets told that or have that luxury but…the main thing that stuck out for me was the soul having a momentary human experience…yes I’ve heard it said before but I reflected on it to realise…hmmm…it is easier said than done…I think most of us including me more see it the other way around where we have moments of soul realizations but mostly view ourselves as human beings…the whole society is set up that way…in fact the majority of society perhaps never even connects to the soul experience seriously for very long…let alone all the time!

And even the people who say it I think are caught up in the doing differently cause really society is just not set up for souls having expriences here some of which are momentarily human but really the other way around or in fact entirely about the human being as a body that is born young, develops, procreates other young bodies, take care of them and then grow old and die. And society sets up structures around that not the spiritual really?!

I think I will write this whole musing up as a blog post itself on my Meady’s Musings blog…